Tuesday, January 24, 2006;
9am oredi...feelin so sleepy...hate it...cannot sleep in CRM...so blog lor since there's nutink 2 do in e mornin...slept early yesterdae but still feelin sleepy...ahakz...fell asleep while waitin 4 my guy 2 kol...luckily heard his kol...he cnt talk 2 me 4 long...so we chatted 4 only 5 mins...missin him so much...saw a couple yesterday at e interchange...felt jealous suddenly...i want my guy 2 be wit me...but dats fine...i learnt 2 b independant without him by my side...so long i get 2 mit him once a week,im can make do wit dat...2dae is onli wed...still a few more daes 2 sat...gona spend dis sat fruitfully wit him...i wana make him feel dat im not a changed person since he got in ns...i wana tel him dat im still e same hetti dat he knew more den 2 years sgo...took 87 2 skool juz now...met farhan...my cuzin's guy...he told me dat 1 of his frens wanna noe yanie...cuz he eva saw yanie & me board 87 2gether...ahakz...they oso in paya lebar camp...den yanie's guy oso in there...i dun wana b blame by her guy 4 dis mess...but dats fine...i try 2 tell yanie about it...if she's fine wit dat,den its ok...but i won't be e 1 who acts as middle person...i will bring yanie 2 my bus stop wer we used 2 take 87 & ask them 2 exchange their numbers themselves...im juz afraid dat faris will blame me...maybe yanie wont but who noes her guy maybe....
.: Star Juliet Signing Off :.
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