Monday, February 27, 2006;
feel so sad now...feel sad 4 a fren of mine & 4 e sad stories dat i've read...i sympathize wit a fren whom im closed 2 4 wat she has gone thru...she juz broke up wit her guy...damn bastard guy...
my fren did everything 4 him...love him so much in e relationship...gave him anniversary cards on their 1st month anniversary...though thier relationship wasnt long enuf...i feel sad 4 her...4 once i gone thru break up b4...
she did pics of them 2gether...using photoshop...dis photoshop we had juz learned from e previous lesson...haiz...y do gerls have 2 b treated lyke dis...
she mentioned dat dis guy waited 4 her 4 7 months...dats long ryte...now dat he has gotten her,he dumped her easily...isnt he a damn blooooody hell mother fucker idiot..?!
im not getting angry 4 no reason...im a gerl 2 & i feel exactly wat she felt 2...she such a swit & cute gerl...adorable 2...i've been wit her since e start of semester one...sumkind i do noe her well...
she wud pour out her feelings wen she's down...well i lend her e listening ear...as a fren whom i was close 2 her...im willing 2 hear her out...how i pity her...
damn him...damn him...dun wery my fren...everything is gona b fine my dear...his loss his sum1 else's gain....
i got dis sad story which pebble introduce me 2...its a sad & touching story 2...i nearly broke into tears wen i read dat...however...e ending was touching yet happy...
here goes e story....
From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background,& that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.
Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"
As the guy was not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.
The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.
With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy.
One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.
When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.sad ryte...;-(...for more of love,frenship,family stories...u can get it here...
www.yourlifehappiness.comi wana blog 2 about wat i did yesterdae...after skool,joyce & i decided 2 go 2 old chang kee 2 buy curry puffs...we wanted badly 2 eat dat...
we took 72 2 hougang mall...nearing e hougang interchange,there was this bazaar...it was my idea 2 alight & go 2 e bazaar...hahhaaa..
we alighted...joyce bought ramly burger...wow...delicious...i didnt buy cuz my mind is still at my old chang kee...
ok...den we plan 2 walk all e wae 2 hougang mall...but we didnt cuz joyce was wearin formal..so we took e bus instead...
joyce was funny...she kept droppin her things in e bus...aiyo joyce...lyke pulau ubin ppl...haha...joking lol...
we went window shoppin at hougang mall...went 2 iora 2 c e clothes on sale...haha...went 2 bata oso...joyce now discover a new stuff about me...dat i love shoes...i love shoes very much...
haha...went 2 library...borrow sandra brown novels...borrowed 2 of them...noe reading demon rumm...nice romance stories...haha...
ok...went home at around 8...& i reached home at 8.45 pm...haha...had a helluva of tyme wit joyce...hahahahahahaha.....
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10:47 PM
mornin...haha...reached skool at 8.45 juz now..lucky e supervisor is not here yet..if not i die...its 9.12 in here...in e FSRC room which looks lyke a fish tank..u noe underwater world...it looks like dat lol...
ahakz...goin 4 break shortly...wit gurseet & mayb molly...feelin stressed now...wana go for my guy's passing of parade ceremony on fridae...wat shall i say 2 my supervisor if i wana take block leave...?
joyce told me 2 say e truth 2 her...but i improvise it...say 2 her dat my eldest brother is having his POP parade & family members are invited...it a family gathering & i'm expected 2 attend...
my blocl leave left 39.75 hours...so duno if they grant me...wana take mc..? ez 2 say...wer do i get e cash to get an mc..?
ask my mum..? she will surely say no...& she will ask all sorts of question...interrogating me lyke hell & non-stop...i juz wana go 2 dat ceremony...
i wana witnesses how its lyke 2 graduate from BMT in army...yeah...im a gerl...of cuz i wont taste e life of being an army...btw,my guy's platoon is goin 2 perform a march if they do make it 2 e finals...
haha...sounds lyke singapore idol instead...shud i say 2 my supervisor or apply last min block leave...? im a bit afraid 2 say 2 shirleen ng...she's lyke fierce u noe...weak in my knees...
enuf of now..im getting hungry...gtg 4 breakfast oredi...dadada.....
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5:13 PM
finally...done everything on my project oredi...kip saying dat im done...but i lyke 2 kip editing my werk...4 e gud wat...im a perfectionist & u
CANNOT change e fact...haha...
i lyke 2 be perfect in everything i do..b it my career, my family,love life...everything dat has got 2 do wit me & my life...sumtymes i noe dat sum things are imposible...but i'll try my best 2 improve...
mayb i cannot change e fact but we can improve our lives..hahahaha...im preaching now...how about dat...dread reading my blog...?
ok...we move on 2 e topic of e dae & 4 weekends...wat i did during dat period of tyme...my grandpa was out from e hospital oredi...felt glad 4 him 2 b back hme 2 my aunt's hse...reali grateful 2 my aunt 4 taking care of him...
went jogin on sat...as usual...5km jog around bedok reservoir park...haha...im preparing 4 cross country...lyke real....
didnt go out cuz "abdullah" went over 2 his uncle's hse 4 a gathering...so i spend my saturdae alone...poor me...enuf about my boring plus half dead dae...e onli thing dat perks me up is wen goin jogin...
was sleepin at 5pm...den suddenly i remember 2 go jogin...so wake up & enthu 4 a jog...as joyce along but she has 2 do ppt instead...nevermind...i told u...my bored dae...
sundae...uhuh...sumtink 2 look 4ward...goin out wit my guy...wat a dae...wat a dae...wat a dae...got wat i mean...?
met on bus 87 2 go 2 e interchange...went 2 buy his facial stuffs 4 e army...tryin 2 find e best facial stuffs in bedok...
he & his tired face...cuz we chatted till 4am...he slept 4 only 5 hours...well...me sleep for about 6 hours...big difference huh..?
ok...went 2 bugis 2 look around...did not plan 2 eat cuz ate at home oredi...im on diet remember..? ok...took bus no 7 there...he snores in e bus again...im wit him but im alone...got it...cuz he snores...im left alone from bedok all e wae 2 bugis...
wake him up wen reachin bugis...he & his tired face...ok...he said lets go plaza singapura den..i agreed...reached PS oredi...both walkin lyke dead corpse...i was a bit bothered...
decided 2 ask him....i was lyke..
"wats wrong wit you honey...?"he was lyke...
"wat do u tink...? i slept late ok..."got it...it was my fault for chatting wit him till 4...ok...my fault...i dun deny...but i have 2 argue dat both are willing party...
both are like totally strangers now...i dun talk...so does he...i suggest 2 go esplanade den...i rather sit down den walking around like a half dead idiot...
went 2 toilet a while...my tears dropped...sad dat dis is e outcum of an outing...since he has 2 book in into camp on mondae...i was damn sad...but i kept cool wen cumin out from e toilet...
ok...he didnt notice it...we walked 2 e bus stop 2 take bus 2 esplanade...den again...i asked...
"are u alryte now...? are u still feeling sleepy...? are we goin 2 b lyke dis 4 e whole dae...?"he replied...
"dat depends...my face is black now..."i got it...its my fault ok...got it...? i started 2 breakdown wen he said dat...i felt my dae was trashed...im hopeless...tears dropped again...
he realized it dis tyme...but did not do anitink...we went 2 dhoby ghaut mrt station 2 top up his ezlink...well...he craked sum jokes wen e $2 cash cannot be inserted into e machine...
ok...i smiled...wen we travel up e escalator,he hugged me at my hips...saying im sorry honey...me & my ego...yeah...i admit...he wasnt sincere i tink...i tink...
well...he's angry wit me...he's impatient cuz i rejected his apology...well...my fault again...his face is black again...
in e bus 2 esplanade,i told him....
"cud u not be angry animore...? dis isnt goin 2 end ryte...?"he was lyke...
"i cannot stop being angry cuz if i stopped means im not sincere..."got it readers...? he was hinting at me...cuz i said dat he's not sincere in apologizing...well den...we have reached esplanade...wen in e bus,we did tok but he never raised his voice...
things started 2 get better at esplanade...cus i plucked 4 his his little hairs on e chin...he began 2 place his hands on my lap...;-)...
he hugged me & kissed my forehead...i replied by giving him peck on his cheeks & lips...thing were back 2 normal...im happy...im happy dat e dae doesnt goes 2 waste...tho half of it was crappy wit out argue...
ok...i love him very much...very much indeed...we den sit on e sofa at esplanade & played who wants 2 b a millionaire...craps ryte...well...dis is wat he label himself as...
"A MAN FULL OF CRAPS......"dats all..niwae,i lurve him very much u noe...wit all my heart & soul,i give my love 2 have & hold..................
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12:08 AM
Friday, February 24, 2006;
im done at last wit e ppt & e report...tuesdae is e deadline 4 e report while fridae is deadline 4 e ppt...but i've done both...haha...im so hapy...left only wit an hour away 2 mit papa...hehe...so hapy...
pebble is drawing me on paint...as u noe,she reali has got nutink 2 do now...so free...so she's a freelance painter now...skill hoh...she muz b gud at dat...
nvr go gym 2dae...cuz im goin out...joyce oso...goin 2 watch final destination wit her frens...haha..hope she has fun altho its without me around...haha...fat hope hetti...is dat ryte joyce...
joyce muz b smiling is she reads my blog cuz im meaningful 2 her...ahakz...niwae enjoy my dear wit e movie...
cnt wait 2 c my guy...gona gim him a bear hug...hehe...miz him,miz him,miz him...he preparin 2 go out now...
wont b goin hme wit gurseet & joyce...i'l b off at 5.15...e supervisor did not cum in at all 2dae...mayb they are bz...dun cum oso gud...hate 2 c their face...
wat shall i write animore...pebble is drawing me on e paint now...i shall post on my blog later...waitin 4 her 2 finish drawing...she's addicted 2 her blog oredi...a dae posting can b as long as novel...
she has e talent 2 write novel now...haha...she sais ndat we muz have e patience 2 do paint...now she doin it...can c her patient face now...
hetti & pebble happily bloggin in a quarantined fish tank...waiting 2 b released at 5.30....
i told u...she's full of ideas ryte...dis is 1 of her new creation lol...nice ryte....dis is wat she decsribe us as....hahahahahahahah.....
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12:34 AM
Thursday, February 23, 2006;
SITI NURHALIZA
tired expresssion....sleppy expression...irene...u wake me up...i was sleeping soundly wen u kol me...wanted 2 speak 2 my fsrc admin...now i cant go back 2 sleep...im wide awake but still tired...so im bloggin...
im occupied 2dae...doin my report on REITS & oso ppt...hayya...pebble has stopped her blogging oredi...she was bz bloggin since yesterdae...guess she's tired of bloggin oredi...ahakz...
its my fault 2 teach her bloggin sinve she's addicted now...ahakz...& she has deleted her previous blog...now her blog is named vivid illustration...nice blog...i shall tag her later...
2mrw is fridae...will be meetin 'abdullah' 2mrw...ahakz...so happy...;-)...will b goin 2 far east plaza i guess 2 have our dinner....
u noe wat dis pebble said about me...? haha...i was reading dis malay magazine wit e pic of siti nurhaliza as e model coverpage...i said dat i love siti...very much indeed...she reply dat i sumhow look alike her...especially wen i smile...& dats y i adore siti mayb...
ahakz...not 2 brag here...but my cuzins have been saying dat 2 me 2...seriously from my point of view...i dun tink i look like...mayb in ppl's eyes but not me...i juz look like....HETTI...
sounds dat i kay siao...haha...im not...im really not...up 2 u 2 decide....juz in case u duno who's siti...im gona post her pic (see above)...
went 2 gym wit gurseet & joyce...as usual lol...den goin 4 a swim after dis wit ifah..mayb at yio chu kang swimmin complex...haha...im desperate 2 go in e pool...hehe...
im done wit 2dae's post...gona continue wit my report shortlt b4 goin swimmin...haha....c ya 2 mrw in my blog again...btw i miz joyce & jieying...as well as my dearest 'abdullah'....
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12:32 AM
Tuesday, February 21, 2006;
hi,hi...juz came back from cheers...bought a curry puff 4 my breakfast...wana buy twiggies bread but got no chocolate flavour...sad ar...went 4 my multi media class juz now...learn about photoshop...haha...fun...but a bit complicated...but manage 2 pull thru e 2hr lesson...
dats y all e front cover models look so preety & perfect cuz their pics are all air brushed...ahakz... looks lyke im able 2 air brush my pic 2...met ifah in e lab juz now...she wanted 2 go swimmin...i agree...she's been askin me wen are we goin swimmin...since 2mrw is thurs,i tink im fine wit dat...
maybe goin 2 yio chu kang swimmimng complex...she sais dat around 8 we can go home oredi...can lah...wana ask joyce along 2...maybe she wud b interested 2 go since its not in skool...
now lets tok about fsrc...i dun lyke e environment here...u noe wat...im damn bored wit dis place...really...let me tell u dis y i dun lyke fsrc...
1. i sumhow dun lyke e fsrc room...it looks dull 2 me...i juz drag cumin into here every mornin...
2. i sumhow dun quite lyke e sight of superviors...e f*** face...
3. e people here are
GREEK 2 me...u noe as in
GREEK & ALIEN...4. e computers are very 2 e max lagging...
5. total students in fsrc is 16...however, ppl juz love 2 divide themselves...haiz...
6. e only person im close in here in pebble & madeline
7. suddenly my boyfren's name becum abdullah instead of faizal...haha...(pebble's typing...)
8. dis is all becuz of pebble...
9. & u noe y pebble's name is pebble...?
i will tell u now...
10. her dad sells stone...so he named all his sons & daughter stone-related names...
11. her sis was named coral...so is her bro...wit other stones name...
12. i know next time my children will be named after my malay wedding business - daugther Bandung Son - Mee Goreng (pebble's typing...)
13. now back 2 fsrc...its so slack in here...i rather have sumtink 2 do than nutink...i rather learn flash or photoshop...
14. or rather go join TEP admin...join joyce instead...haha...at least tied down wit sumtink...
15. im a bankin & finance student...so i sumhow noe about financial services...abot stocks all those stuffs...
16. eventually i got nutink 2 do in here...so all i do is waych movie in e network...lame ryte...
NOW DATS ABOUT FSRC...
how guyz...is dat fun enuf...???
ahakz...
wow...i realized dat i have written long enuf oredi...lyke compo oredi...hehe...wil he kol me 2nyte...? hope he does cuz i realy miz him...wil be back by fridae hopefully...den we are goin out...yipppieee....
wont be goin out on saturdae...so i can go 4 a jog at bedok ressrvoir park...5km run...haha..gona b dead tired..but shud not b a prob cuz used 2 ren oredi...now everydae go gym...
so dats all 4 e update...i've written long enuf oredi...dadadadada...................
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7:18 PM
Monday, February 20, 2006;
juz got back from gym...very tired...wit gurseet,joyce & paul...he juz joined us...haha...welcum 2 e club...;-)...very tired...run almost 4 rounds e stadium...burned 100 calories on 3 treadmill,100 calories on e stepper,did 170 sit ups and other arm exercises...
was very angry yesterdae...my student promised 2 pay me my tuition fees by mondae but did not pay me eventually...my sis & her are in 3 same class...wen i asked my sis if she had passed the tuiton fees oredi, my sis said no...
im damn angry oredi...im not using dat money 4 fun...im using it 4 my concession...im totally broke 4 now...juz need 2 buy 4 dis month onli...i wil b supplied 4 e following month...
i called up her dad & request 4 my pay...but i did tok nicely...dun wana b rude 2 him...his dad told him dat he will pass e $ 2 his daughter by saturday cuz i'll b conductin lessons every saturdae only...
i was like...
"wat e hell.....ur daughter decided 2 quit her tuition wit me oredi...she mentioned dat he uncle was going to teach her 4 free..."her dad was lyke...
"nope...my daughter did not tell me anything dat she wanted 2 quit or wat...& i did not have any uncle or wat 2 teach her..."& i was lyke...
"go ask ur daughter wat happen...wat have i done wrong dat she wanted 2 quit...i did conduct lessons every saturdae without fail even tho i wanted 2 go out...."really didnt noe wat happen...haiz...i dun care a damn as long as i got my pay by 2dae...my concession is due yesterdae & im using coins 2 pay 4 my fare...pathetic ryte....
wah sia...im very angry yesterdae...felt so stress...wanted my pay onli & nutink else...duno wana burden my parents...i dun bother a damn....
I JUZ WANT MY TUITION PAY BY 2DAE.....
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10:26 PM
halo...gud mornin...life has been bored in fsrc...maybe e assignments have not been given out yet...its 9.11 oredi...i wana go 4 break...but waitin 4 gurseet...duno if she's havin meetin now or not...
joyce is out of question oredi..she's on e 3rd floor now in bpos..doin admin & she cannot get away especially in e mornin...haiz...cian ar...duno wat 2 do now...feel lyke banging my head into e wall...
wana change my blogskin but lazy 2 do...niwae i love my blogskin now...so pinky...have a blogskin in mind oredi...juz need 2 change onli...
aiyyahh...nevermind...wait alittle while lol...heard my frenz toking about e nyp sex video tingy...poor gerl...heard she's from skool of info tech...wow...free fame...no advertising needed...
my fren has e video...wana go & see lol...looks fun...ahakz...wana go 4 breakfast but my supervisor is here...cannot go breakfast lol...nevermind she will go soon...haha...
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5:07 PM
Sunday, February 19, 2006;
MALTESERS....I juz love dat chocolate....my precious bought dat 4 me....;-)
ahakz...in fsrc oredi....e supervisor juz left us...after her briefing...so cian...gurseet,jieying,molli,sinthiya & lots of my other peers dat i noe are in e same level as me....yippie....
quite slack here leh...maybe no assignment yet lol...waiting 4 gurseet 2 go breakfast 2gether....left only half of us here in fsrc....hayya...lets no talk about fsrc animore...
lets tok about my weekend...had a fun weekend especially on saturdae....went out wit my guy...went 2 bugis 2 have lunch...had chicken rice....den we went 2 candy empire 2 buy e raffaello chocolate...but 2 bad...no more stock left...so i bought maltesers instead...ahakz....
my student decided 2 stop her tuition wit me...so im left wit no students....cannot depend on my parents 2 much....e thing dat im worried is my bus concession....i cannot leave without dat in hand...
travellin will b difficult 4 me den...but i discussed dis matter wit my guy oredi...he agreed 2 supply me wit e concession dat cost $52...burden him again...but wat can i do...he offered so i accept it....i noe he sincerely wanted 2 help me...
tanx honey...he has done alot of sacrifises 4 me....duno how 2 reciprocate him...mayb i shud not make him angry...
juz cum back from breakfast....ate nasi lemak...nice....wana watch 40 year old virgin wit my frens...daaaaa.....
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5:28 PM
Thursday, February 16, 2006;
bad news...bad news...bad news....my grandpa is very ill in e hospital now...juz yesterdae i went 2 visit him in e hospital...he seemed very weak...& was mumbling sum kind of weird stuffs....he was saying dat.....
"i'm goin 2 go far....far away...."
u noe...dat kind of unpleasant stuffs....he oso mentioned dis....
"left another 3 daes....."
im juz worried 4 him....i lurve my grandpa very much....tho we are not dat close...i still luv him cuz he's my granpa....my mum's dad....;-(...
will be goin 2 visit him 2dae after skool....my sis & couzins wil all b there 2....hmm...my aunt slept beside him every nyte....pity her...but i appreaciate wat she has done 4 my grandpa...
reached hme at 9.40....go get ready my things & iron my clothing....den watch tv & finally...
my hp has gone bonkers....
tho i used 2 set e volume at level 5, e max level.....still my hp sounded as if i put it 2 level 1....i cried...i lurve my nokia 6230....quickly msg my guy....hoping dat he will kol me even tho its after 11....
god bless me...he kol me shortly after dat...i was grateful...he listened 2 all my probs patiently...cnt tok 4 long cuz he has 2 go 2 bed....will b meetin him 2mrw...hopefully....cuz im worried 4 my grandpa....i lurve u grandpa....
now my hp is damn bonkers oredi...& i cnt b bothered about it....it looks like i have 2 kip vigilant near 2 my phone....it will b definitely b dificult 4 me.....haiz....juz my luck lol....
if my hp still does not recover....i wil send it 2 e hospital 4 recovery....wil save up my money...but hopefully it will recover so dat i dun have 2 waste $....
looks like i have 2 b extra careful on my hp....i lurve my hp 2....very much...i lurve my dad,my mum,my bros,my sis,my relatives & my guy of cuz....i lurve u guyz.....lotza lurve.....ahakz....
&
i've gone BONKERS too......................
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7:37 PM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006;
final destination 3...watch e thriller juz now wit joyce....hmmm....seems interesting lol...wana go & watch dat...mayb ask my guy if he wants 2 watch dat....very fun lol...& very thrillin 2....hehe...fall in lurve wit final destination 3 oredi....gona bring along my final destination 1 2 skool 2mrw....not 4getin catch me if u can...haha...both are fun & intersting movie....we are both mad on final destination 3....:-)....juz came back from gym...now almost everydae we go gym...me & joyce alwaes...everydae lol...gurseet at odd daes....gym has become our lunch oredi...2dae i burn 250 calories...my weight from 54kg, noe decreased 2 52.9...alomost 1 kg decrease....haha...happy...i wana decreased 2 48kg...my sec 5 weight...or even less than 48....
uhuh...talking about jieying....she was fined from throwin her cigarette butt at the capus area...e 1 near 2 72 bus stop...poor her...she last juz now,so she took cab 2 skool...cost het $11...den kena fine $200 for e offence....poor her....now she's gone home oredi...half dae leave...lets hope everything is fine 4 her....its juz ur bad dae jieying....
everybody is so slack now...some do calling while other slack around cuz they have dine their job...i am 1 of them...i have finished my calling as well as my report....nid 2 print 2mrw or fri...n juz pass up 2 my supervisor....goin 2 have maggi wit joyce later on...haha...let my calories burned down 1st after exercise....den we eat maggi later on....realli very bored lol...face e com 4 e whole dae....bloggin 2 fill up my boredom....but at least 2dae i got alot 2 write...left 2 more daes in crm...gona leave joyce & jieying....still meetin joyce cusx we'll still b goin gym...hehe....datz all 4 2dae den....c ya...
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10:34 PM
so bored now...so decided to blog 4 e last 20 mins...realli bored lol...waitin 4 e ryte tyme 2 go home...plannin 2 eat dinner if there's any at home...mayb my mum wud b at my aunt's hse visitin my grandpa....guess its onli me alone at home...fri wil b last week in crm...goin 2 my 3rd stopover dat is fsrc...cnt wait 2 slack....& fri wil b e date due 2 submit all our reports...have 2 clear everything my fri...wat do u tink...or else i'll be left 2 complete all my report....but gud news....i have completed all my reports last mon oredi....so no worries...i cum 2 skool 2 slack onli....new database from dbs have yet 2 cum....i hope dat it doesnt cum 4eva....even if it comes, let it b om mon....so dat e burden wil b on e new batch of students...ahakz....haha...i guess dats all 2 fill my boredom....its nearly 6 oredi....chao....
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1:46 AM
Monday, February 13, 2006;
..+..RAFFAELLO CHOCOLATE..+..
my dear...do u see dis...??
datz my favourite chocolate ok...raffaello coconut chocolate...yummy....if i cud have dis juz 4 a dae, i'll be e happiest lady on earth.... i'm gona get dat wen he's out from camp.... yippieeee....
dis is wat i want 4 valentine...its lame ryte...flowers....they are juz dead flowers....but i still lyke it....muahahah....but really not worth it....flowers & chocolate are juz lady's favourite....
dis is wat my guy gave me 4 my valentine's dae....a make-up foundation from maybelline....ahakz...i lurve maybelline pure stay....
its 12pm oredi...tyme 4 lunch...but we wont b goin lunch...2 e gym instead...2dae is valentine's day....its a lurve day 4 all lovin couples & 4 everybody...hehe...i have an intersting way of celebrating valentine's day....i'll be goin hme ryte away after skool...haha....no boyfren wat so eva...my guy is in e camp...so no valentine 4 us....we celebrated it in advance oredi...last sat...& i got my present oredi...i gave him his birthdae cum valentine's day present...it was a perlini silver necklace...n he gave me a make up foundation...hehe....i lurve dat...tanx honey....so i'll be goin hme straight away after skool....dats all 4 2dae....muahaha....
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8:00 PM
Sunday, February 12, 2006;
on sun...it was my cousin sis birthade party...she throw a party at changi beach....a bbq pit...wow...e food was great....but i didnt eat most of e dishes cuz im on diet....cannot afford 2 eat alot...haha...had a helluva of fun wit my cousins....went to e end of changi 2 explore...went down 2 e sea 2 play wit water....laughed at our stupid jokes....n we had fun....fom 10 am 2 10 pm....hehe....so fu & great....got 2 meet my cousins whom i had not seen 4 a long tyme....catch up on our old tymes....
hmmm....had a fruitful weekend last sat & sun....both daes are occupied wit fun & interesting activities...ahakz...! :-)....last sat...i went out wit my guy....from 3-11...haha....lyke werkin lol....haha....we ate carl's junior...i had famous star...& he had mushroom burger....& we had cheese fries....supposed 2 b $17 but since my guy eva worked there...e price was $13.70...wow...wat a cut...went 2 esplanade later 2 tok about our life....sat there fpr an hour & finally went to......our 2nd home....haha...no,no,no....haha....
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5:56 PM
Thursday, February 09, 2006;
wow...it's oredi 5.45...left 15 more mins 2 go home...felt so bz 2dae...been doin my personal report and summary report...no koling 4 me 2dae cuz i've finished mine...juz left 2 do my own things...e new database wil only cum on dis mondae...cant wait 4 e weekends 2 cum...tyme 4 rest and go out oso...will be goin out on sat & sun...wow...release my stress...been under alot of stress lately...a week left 4 me in crm...will be goin 2 fsrc...will miz jieying & joyce...e moz closest fren in crm...alwaes go missing in action 2gether...can still mit jieying cuz he's in 4th level...same as me... not 4 joyce,,,,she'll still be stucked in level 1 again...sad lol...but we can still go break and gym 2gether...uhuh...toking about gym...went 4 a 800m run in e stadium juz now...den proceed 2 e gym 2 do sum workout....e dae seems interesting 2dae....will be goin hme shortly after dis...cnt wait 2 eat dinner...wonder wats my mum cooking 2dae...& i wana eat e chocolate biscuit at hme...haha....dats 4 all....
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1:44 AM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006;
juz came back from junction8 wit jieying & joyce...went 2 77 street and perlini silver...reali duno wat 2 get lol...both are within my budget...hehe...mayb will check it out again after skool...
felt very sleepy...got 2 noe my 3rd stopover oredi...guess wat...i got into...
FSRC.....
financial servive research centre...
cuz im in diploma in banking & financial services...hence may i got into dat...been with madeline for e last 2 stopover...in bpos and oso crm...hehe...fated hor...joyce got into admin...
jieying got into eldc...all different direction...e 3 of us is close in crm...go 4 breakfast together...watch love concierge together...go missing together 2...so sad dat we have 2 past in e next 2 weeks....but wat 2 do...ppl say dat all gud things usually comes 2 an end...they say dat fsrc is slack...indeed very slack...actually i wanted admin or dmsm...
Either TEP admin or digital media studies management...gurseet went 2 eldc...i dun wana b separated wit her...but im fine wit dat...cuz we are still in e same level...still can c each other...wateva it is...i will still learn sumtink wereva i go....
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10:26 PM
its 5.30 oredi...30 more mins 2 go hme...duno wether 2 go junction8 or not...wana go perlini silver...or go bugis instead...haha...i muz b crazy ryte...over little matters...tinkin of goin at tampines mall...but seems far...wer shall i go...i shall decide later...print out my report oredi...submission is 2mrw by 9...did 28 survey 2dae...very tired...but stopped at 4.30 2 finalize my report...
yippieeeeeeeeeee.....
y....cuz in another 25 mins goin hme...cant wait 2 eat dinner actually...been starvin from 10 till now...went 2 gym juz now at 1....been savin $ 2 buy sumtink...uhuh...secret again...actually got nutink 2 write lol...juz 2 fill up my time....ahakz...gtg now...c ya 2mrw....
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1:27 AM
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5:19 PM
yippieeee.....sum1's back...guess who....it's him...it's my precious...ahakz...was alreay asleep by 9.30 yesterdae...listenin 2 my mp3 before goin 2 dreamland...den my hp beeped wit e tone of my humps...tot it was joyce remindin me 2 bring my gym stuffs....& u noe wat...its was him...my precious....;-)....he's back from pasir laba...tot he ws cumin back on wed & wud probably kol me on wed nyte...but it was earlier...wat a pleasant surprise 4 me....! dis wat wat he msg-ed me...
"mama...papa'a back...can u kol me now dear...?"
datz it....i got out from my bed and straight away grabbed my hse phone... e 1st thing i heard was....
"mama.....i'm back...& i miz ya sooooooo much......"
and my reply was....
"dear....ur back oredi......? i miz ya soooooo much 2......;-)"
wow.....im damn happy....got alot of stuffs 2 share wit him...but duno wer 2 begin....but will only b meetin him on sat noon...he'l b bookin out on fri nyte...wanted 2 c him on dat dae...but duno if he's tired or not....mayb wed or thurs wil b goin 2 tamp mall...uhuh...goin 2 get sumtink...goin 2 gym 2dae wit joyce & gurseet....im rejuvenated 2dae...suddenly felt energetic....y...i duno....mayb im happy cuz of yesterdae or dat i hv met my pals in skool....
another thing was....y do men becum damn arrogant wen they have their own vehicle....? take faris 4 example....he did not even offer my bez fren 2 have aride on his bike...she didnt ask 4 much...juz a ride in the carpark only....my fren waited 4 him under her void deck 4 1.5 hr....& oso asked him 2 bring along his extra helmet....he came bringin his bike but without an extra helmet....uhuh....sum1's changed....change wen he oredi own his own vehicle and save e hassle of havin 2 take public transport....no tapping of ezlink lyke wat we did...wonderin wat he's doin now...mayb puttin on make up for e byke...haha...loreal foundation or maybelline blusher...or maybe estee lauder mascara....ahakz....nah...im jokin....its normal 2 be possesive of his own belongin....but remember wer u get wat u earned from....lyke i 1st bought my nokia 6230...i was obsessed wit it dat i slept wit it...now...its has been wit me around 5 mths....& im tired of it oredi....not so lah...i still luv my n6230....haha...guess i have tok alot...bye 4 now....
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4:44 PM
time flies fast 2dae...its oredi 5.45 now...haha...time 2 pack up & go home...did 22 survey 2dae...& have finished my report oredi...ahakz...will be headin hme at 6 later...goin hme wit gurseet & joyce later...nid 2 go tampines mall later...2 perlini silver...goin 2 find sumtink...secret...seal ya lips...2dae is mondae...2 more daes to my happy dae...nope...cannot tell oso...haha...want 2 pee now...but very scared 2 go toilet...heard many stories sbout e toilet...eeerieee....never ate lunch juz now...onli breakfast...tryin 2 save money & tryin 2 cut down on food now...lame...but im serious...did 5km joggin yesterdae...veri tiring but satisfied... did not stop but go thru all the wae...was runnin of of breath oredi...was runnin a slight fever but still carry on...after joggin, felt like a dog as i kept coughing all e wae...bark & bark all the wae...plannin 2 sleep early...went hme, have my dinner and went 2 bed after ironing my clothes for 2mrw...my eyes are gettin heavy now...felt lyke sleepin now...ahakz...time 2 wake up hetti...ur goin hme oredi....UP NOW....!
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1:47 AM
Thursday, February 02, 2006;
feelin sick 2dae...was down wit a fever yesterdae...got runnin nose and cough...shortly wil be the whole package of fever...huh...feelin damn weak all over...still have 2 do kolling summore...felt lyke taking flexi leave...reali cnt werk wit runnin nose...so sad...but duno if i still have flexi left...if i feel better, mayb dis evening wil be takin my little bro 2 e library...he badly wanted 2 go yesterdae but my mum & i finished shoppin late...at around 8.45...by then e library wud be closin oredi...juz finished my sharing session now...have no mood 2 dress up 4 2dae's sharing...from my dressing code,it goes 2 tell dat i'm half hearted wether to wear formal or not...i juz feel lyke resting now...lying myself on e bed...sleepin 4 e whole dae long...c...i'm even feelin dat im writin craps now...ahakz...for now...lets pause here....
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7:16 PM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006;
2dae is e 2nd of feb 2006...it's his birthdae...;-)...2 bad i cnt wish him a hapy 21st bthdae cuz he's in e jungle doin his field camp...datz ok...in my heart,i'll do wish him a happy 21st bthdae & may he b successful in life and b cherry alwaes...dis "imaginary" swensens ice cream cake is 4 him...nah...enuf of dat...back 2 my skool...felt veri stressed up cuz i alwaes have 2 do kolling in CRM...everydae is lyke hell 4 me...i dun feel hapy ended up here in my 2nd stopover...2 me,dis is e worst stopover i eva had...BPOS is e bez...less stress and can at least slack abit..at 12.30 later...goin 4 gym...wit joyce and gurseet mayb...hehe...suddenly feel enthu oredi...later goin 4 breakfast...plan 2 have nasi lemak or kuay teow...suddenly i am bein reminded of sum1's mum serving me a delicious plate of kuay teow...u noe who i am referrin 2...yesterdae went hme at 5... so hapy...at least an hour earlier den any other daes...den 2dae at 6...wah...cian oredi in here... i'm 3/4 complete wit my ICA report...ahakz...after breakfast, den start koling...altho cian, still have 2 do...no choice...gtg now....
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4:45 PM