haiz..everything is goin on bad 4 me...i had a quarrel wit my guy...a bad quarrel on e fon bcuz of a stupid gerl dat appear in his life...a STUPID ASS HOLE BITCH...

my guy was on his way hme after off duty at bishan interchange...he was wit his army frens...his army frens saw dis 2 gerls and he wanted 2 noe one of 3 gerls...he asked my guy 2 ask for him on his bhalf...

my guy rejected...my guy asked him 2 go instead...so dis guy went on his own & came back 2 my guy shortly...he told dat e other gerl wanted 2 noe my guy...arghhh...!!

ok..dis guy of mine went over 2 e gerl & they exchange number...well...stupid ryte...they msged all e way in e bus till he reached hme...wat e f***...!

den at nyte during our chat, he told me dat he noe dis gerl...i admit dat he told me e truth & dats gud..unlike me ine past...i noe dis guy but did not dare tell my guy...

cuz i dun wan him 2 feel suspicious wen i actualli regard dat guy as a fren...well im ine wrong..dat tyme we realli argue like hell & dat drift us apart...

but wen we got back 2gether,i realli want e bez in our relationship...i dun wana keep any secrets anymore 2 him..i wana b truthful...he alwaes doesnt trust me...

we luv each other alot in dis relationship but i guess we lack trust...i dun trust him & he doesnt trust me either...we are nearly into our 3rd year oredi...

still no trust..? i muz b jokin den...haiz..2 tink again...wat 2 go...now back 2 e story...ok..he told me he noe dis gerl...i was of cuz jealous & frustrated...i became angry & refuse 2 control my anger...

i kept tellin him off about wat he did was wrong...i swear dat BITCH...yes..im alwaes swearin her & i never regret swearing her...

a fight broke out between us..we scold & debated on our topis on dis...wat puzzled me was dat...my guy does not want 2 tel his so called new fren dat he's attached...

he sais dats not important...if e gerl asked him,den he will reveal...so wat if e gerl duno dat my guy is attached & kept harrasing him tinkin dat my guy is single...?

wat if e gerl has fell in luv wit him tinkin dat he's single...? he's hurtin her by not tellin e truth...den my guy is hurtin me 2...yes,im truly hurt at dis moment...

we quarrelled till he said dat he does not want any communication wit me...he wont be msging me or kolling me till he feels dat he wants 2...he mentioned dat if i cud vent my anger on him,he feels dat he can do e same 2...

wateva...yeah..we quarrelled again yesterday...he went out wit his ITE fren without telling me..his ITE gerl fren which i know...he told me from e day e got 2gather dat there will b no secrets between us...

but he lied..he went out wit a gerl without even informing me...wen itried 2 reach 4 him,he off-ed his phone...can u imagine how i felt at dat moment...?

tinkin about wat my guy is doin at marina square wit dis gerl...? u tel me...which lover wun get jealous if her guy went out wit another gerl...? wat more can i say...

he doesnt bother about my education 2...he asked me if im late 4 skool...? do u eva care about me being late or not...? do u eva asked me how was my exams paper & my results..?

u didnt...its alwaes me who have 2 do e telling...im glad 2 listen attentively about ur army life...yet wen it comes 2 me,u never even bother...juz who am i 2 u..?

i noe im an outsider...dats wat u told me ryte...$25 is an entitlement not a privilege...he gave me $25 every month 2 help me pay 4 my ezlink..e rest is my $$...he's threatening me now...

shud i purposely be nice 2 him wen he's gona get his pay..? of cuz not..im not sum1 who goes 4 ppl's money...i have my own pride...wateva he pays 4 me now, i will repay him wen im workin later...

im not tryin 2 b noble..but im a person who alwaes remember wat ppl did 4 me...i'll never 4get ppl who halped me wen im in need...

we are goin 2 quarrel again 2nyte...about e same damn thing again...well...im done 4...did i light up e fire he puts kerosene 2 it..? or izit e other wae round...?

wat am i feeling now...? im stucked..i have 2 tink of a way out of this argument...i really have alot 2 story regerding our argument but i guess if i were 2 write bits & pieces of if,its by Christmas den i wud complete...

HETTI IS SAD NOW....

hye there...juz finished project meetin wit my mates...haiz..dun wana further elaborate...it juz makes my blood boil to e max...

it 4.15 now...still so long 2 6pm...shall i leave early 2dae..? now or later...? i really have nutink 2 do in here...feel lyke leaving...

went 2 e gym wit gurseet & joyce...joyce is feeling unwell..its likely dat she's gona have a fever cuz her younger sis is coughing all the time wen they are at home...

to joyce...if u are readin dis...juz wana u 2 take care of urself...remember 2 take more vitamin C such as oranges & other fruits 2 boost ur immunity...so dat u wont fall sick easily...

& if ur realli not well, we can alwaes cancel our gym routine...gurseet is now away wit faezah 2 e mass exercise class at e gym...wow...gurseet is ENTHU...

haha...i borrowed faezah my shorts...cuz she last min go...im bored in here...almost done wit e project i guess...

my goodness...still have powerpoint 2 do..arghhh...im STRESSED...i watch dis malay drama on suria entitlesd 'Erlin Montel'...

ok..in english means 'Erlin is big-sized'...at e end of the whole drama...she mentioned dis 4 steps how 2 lead a healthy lifestyle...

1. exercise regularly
2. dun get STRESSES easily
3. get enuf sleep
4. and e fourth one...

sorry...i cannot remember...haha...but i love dat series...hilarious lol...im countin tyme in here...its 4.25 now...huh...only 10 mins have passed...

realli duno wat 2 do now..a lecturer came in juz now...she asked who's on block leave...my heart says...

"lucky hetti...lucky ur around..."

its nutink serious...she juz wana noe who will volunteer 4 e seminar on mondae...walauuuu....she gave me a heart attack...

if gurseet comes back..i shall tell her dat im leavin...im bored being cooped up in this 'aquarium'...

im late 2dae...damn late 2 skool...TEP starts at 8.30 SHARP but i came in at10.30...wateva...
who cares aniwae...there's no supervisor here...haha...& im bored now...

ate curry puffs 4 breakfast..still not full but i make do wit it cuz im hungry...goin 2 e gym at 12.45 later...now waiting 4 a reply from my guy regerding our meetin 2dae...we shall mit 2dae..

im happy...so is he...wat shall i do now...PROJECT..??? oh no..i shall not be bothered about dat if my other group mates are not gona contribute...2 hell...i cannot b bothered 2...

called TTSH juz now regerding my guy's change of appointment...he's goin 4 his physio on 10th april later at 10.30 am..ok fine,im done wit dat now...

wat shall i do...watch movie..?? herbie fully loaded...maybe...since im dead bored in here...help me 2 kill tyme instead...(taking a break)

its 4.55 now...done wit my project meetin oredi...i tell u a thing...im damn fed up wit ______. i seriously feel lyke telling her off...i hate this...!!!!

me & one of my group mates are bz & struggling thru e project while she was BUSY watchin movie at e other com...my GOODNESS...!

has GOD made her lose her brains...???!!! guess so...heard alot of other stuffs about her...dat she has attitude & wud throw tantrums wen others asked her 4 their werk...WALAU EH...

i made a mistake in groupin dis tyme...my worst eva project i eva done...i REGRET it...wen i cum back from e toilet,she HAPPILY asked...

"finish oredi izit...?"

is dat all u can ask after a blissful moment of watching dat movie...plz lah...dis is 4 ur own grades...she's damn irresponsible...yes peeps...learn a lesson here...dun tink from a decent face dat he/she is responsible...

arghhhhhhh....i seriously feel lyke telling her off...she drivin me crazy...& u noe wat she say sum more...?

"i give u my part 2mrw...aiyah..no hurry mah...it makes no difference...other groups havent finish oso..."

she's making my blood boil...i hate her...so wat...? if we complete e project early,its our gain wat...we can slack after dat...struggle 1st and enjoy later...

i told most of my frens about it & to my surprise...every1 noes dat she's lyke dat...now i noe & understand...

A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E

yeah...dat describe her well..attitude...i remember how she used 2 buzz off a fren who's tryin 2 help her wit flash...

damn it...if it were 2 b me if she buzz off wen i offered 2 help,i would have $#^%&*^%$ her...
fancy shouting wen ppl are trying 2 ease ur burden...urgrateful ppl...

so if u ppl noe who im referring 2,BEWARE of her...u'll b stressed out of your head if u werk wit her...not tryin 2 sound bad but i cnt help it...

she gave me & other group members SHIT....

SO i shall reward her wit SHIT too...

my second post 4 e dae...im damn bored in here...pebble is on block leave...leavin 4 redang island 2nyte wit her guy...how wonderful life is if i were 2 b away wit my guy...juz aniwer outside s'pore...

uhuh..speakin of him...he has yet 2 msg me wether he's off duty or not...my 4getful boyfren...haiz...since im bored since juz now,i've been lookin at celebrity's blog...haha...i source 4 them of course...

yeah...im totaly bored in here...im like a frozen chicken in here...its suppperrr cold here...im frozen...HELP....! cant wait 2 get home...my home is still e bez place on earth...

duno wat my mum will b cookin...miz my lil bro who's very irritating at times...oh my goodness...dun remind me of dat...

its 5.35 now...goin hme soon...actualli plan 2 leave early but sumhow my legs are rooted...im wit my com all e time...did a portion of my project oredi...

im totaly angry wit my group mates...especially________. i shall not elaborate...im speechless & im lazy 2 comment...well peeps,ur a grown up, so b responsible 4 your own grades...

wateva...told my guy..he told me e ryte thing to do...im fed up...if onli pebble is here 2 listen to my heart content...im totaly fed up...

goin hme wit gurseet & joyce later...ahahaha...im gona b hapy wen e time strike 6...its HOME time...well,4 all we noe..we are back again 2mrw...cnt wait 4 my time 2 go 4 block leave...

haha...gona spend my time sleepin at home...mayb do some fetchin...fetch my guy from his workplace...dun remind me of dat...its at clementi ok...far ok...

cnt wait 4 9 april 2 cum...we are goin sumwer..haha...our lil secret...i am realli stuck in my project...reali..im stressed...stressed wit peeps who are totaly irresponsible... &^%$$

urghhh....now wer's my guy...havent msg me yet..he's drivin me bonkers...nah...i'll control...wow..i reali blog alot 2dae...since im bored,y not i spend my time toking 2 myself...(i mean in my bLOG..)

better den goin missin...at least im not black listed lol...long time never see joyce...got 2 go hme wit her 2dae...im hapy again...wit gurseet 2...im hapy again....

ok well...im crappin now...i find crappin nice...wana noe wen i'll start crappin..? wen im bored & tired...u hear me crappin very well...haha...

time 2 pack up now...these gerls are making a din oredi...im fed up...totaly,superly,utterly FED UP.... %$#^&*

hye peeps...it seems dat my entries are not updated...maybe bcuz of e stupid server i have in skool...damn S-L-O-W....u noe...as in SLOW...

yah.....its mondae again...half of my attachment mates are in e stopovers...half are on block leave...damn it...havin great fun izit....?

missin my Mr Faizal now...wonder wat he's doin ryte now...werkin maybe...bz washing his army trailer...i dunno wats e appropriate name 4 it...but i HANTAM ok...now tel me about it...

haha...we went 2 e gym last saturday 2gether...hey peeepss...u may tink dat we are insane couple...other couples might spend their weekends watchin movies or go for stroll at beaches...

but we went 2 e gym...haha...we are on a budget now...cannot spend 2 much...so we lead a healthy lifestyle now...haha...im hapy...

we spend 2 hours in e gym...he & his dumbbell while me & my treadmill..i guess im goin bonkers...i exercise almost everydae....im crazy...

really....either saturdae or sundae,its COMPULSORY 4 me 2 go 4 my 5km jog...die die oso muz go...if i dun jog,i'll feel heavy....i told u...im bonkers...

den everydae i will go 2 e gym wit my gurseet & joyce....did 1.2km on e track & continue wit my gym session...those peeps out there tink i muz b tired...

but e fact is im not...i feel happy & satisfied if i do work out most of e tyme...my guy alwaes remind me 2 eat..

EAT AND EAT AND EAT dear...............

his gud ntye msg will alwaes sound dis wae...........

gud nyte,sleep tyte & swit dreams sayang...take care wen ur goin 2 skool....dun 4get 2 wake me up at 5.30 2mrw....AND DUN 4GET 2 EAT K...............luv & miz ya dear.........*muackz...!*

its all about eating...weneva we dine outside,he will make me finish my food...if i dun,dun dream 2 get my ass of my seat.........

he means serious business wit me....he doesnt like peeps 2 waste food...food is $$$$$$$$$ k....dats wat he tinks...i agree...we shud not waste $$$$$$$$$$$$...........

im missin him ryte now.....havent msg him yet...later wil...4 now,i'll blog 1st...my guy told me sumtink yesterdae about his mum's nagging......

he asked his mum 4 $10 cuz he wanted 2 top up his ezlink...he ran out of cash oredi...i tink we overspend dis month...or im e cause maybe...ok...shall noe elaborate further...

his mum didnt gave him but nagggg at him instead...saying dat he shud at least save $50 a month...

his mum was saying.....

"u shud at least save $50 a month...if u never start saving from now,how are u gona get married later...?"

my guy was lyke.........huh?? tinkin of marriage at dis tyme...NO........! im not ready...& i dun tink hetti is ready 2......bsides,its realli early 4 dat........

his mum went on........

"u bring people's daughter here & there,wereva u go....& ur saying u dun wana get married...? u wana stay sinful & do all those things dat u are not suppose 2 izit...?" (cum on,get dis in ur mind peeps...!) (its SEX...& stuffs)

oh dear...& u noe wat my guy says 2 me........?????????????

"oh no dear...loooks like i've alwaes have 2 b wit u...cuz i dun tink my mum will like it if i change my gf....she will tink dat i regard ladies as underwear...."

oh plz..........dun make it sound forceful papa...ur wit me cuz u love me...haha..unless u dun,den its a different story....wateva it is....

we had a chat yesterdae from 10.45 all e way till 1am..we had a nice & interesting topic 2 share about...he told me about his life in e past...shall not elaborate 2....

my fingers are aching now...im dead beat typing on e keys...im gona offline now....c ya peeps...

Will girls cry? guys, pls read it. haixx.

Message: if a girl cries in front of u, it means that she can't take it anymore.
If u take her hand, she would stay with u for the rest of ur life; If u let her go, it wil be hard for her to go back to being herself with you once again.

A gal wont cry easily, except in front of the person whom she loves the most, she becomes weak. A gal wont cry easily, only when she loves u the most, she put down her ego. Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u, please hold her hands firmly, coz she's the one who is willing to stay with u 4 for the rest of ur life.

Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u, please dont give her up, maybe bcoz of ur decision, u'L ruin her life. When she cries right in front of u, When she cries bcoz of u, Look into her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling? Think.

Which other girl has cried with pure sincerity, In front of u, And bcoz of u? She cries not because she is WEAK, She cries not bcoz she wants SYMPATHY or PITY, She cries, Because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt n agony have bcome too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys, Think about it, If a gal cries her heart out to u, And all because of u, Its time to look back on wat u have done, Only u will know the answer to it. Do consider it, Coz one day, It may b too late for regrets, It may b too late to say "im sorry".

To my friends... please repost this bulletin Ponder this message seriously. Dont do this to a gal, You may regret for the rest of ur life. Maybe in ur life she's the only one who loves u the most.

halo.......i am here 2 announce dat i have officially finished my chosen storyboard...haha...im so happy....later goin 2 do e fake storyboard...

sum1 lyte up my dae juz now...she wrote about me in her blog...haha...sumtink beautiful about me...here's e extract of wat she comments about me wen she saw me in e mornin...

"OMG! I tell u Hetti is the most GORGEOUS lady on earth I ever seen today. Oh my, oh my~ If I was a guy, I will be memerised by Hetti's beauty. Hetti, dun faint if u see this, I m juz giving my comment=) Actually, Hetti is very femine from the outside, if guys dun noe her they will think tt she is the soft type. But after knowing Hetti, it isn't the case. An introvert may not be an introvert at all, so dun judge a person by looks=) "

dats wat joyce wrote about me...haha...im soooo happy...shall blog about her in e next paragraph....

tel u wat...i've never been close 2 any other frens...im close 2 gurseet 4 e past 6 months cuz we'r almost near 2 each other....in classical,can say im close 2 kristy,molli,sinthiya,sakinah & e other members....

but dis joyce...ever since we met at CC1...we began 2 be closer...as in go toilet 2gether...eat breakfast & go gym 2gether...did lotz of stuffs 2gether...

haha...sumhow felt comfortable being wit her...mayb bcuz i find her a nice fren...dats y tho we are far cuz im in FS and she's in admin,we still see each other often...

haha...seriously i find her a nice fren 2 b with....u noe wat...i did shoppin wit her last saturdae...went hougang after my guy 'dumped' me...

haha...dumped as in DUMPED or DUPED....but my guy went 2 his guy fren's hse 2 take his dumbbell...so cnt b i followed him ryte...

so i requested dat i wana mit joyce...since my guy is ok wit it,im fine 2...im happy 2 see joyce...actualli my guy & i met each other at 6.30 am dat mornin...

haha...u guyz muz b wonderin wat e hell im doin in e early mornin wit my guy...haha...we went... aiyah...dun wana tel....so dun prob...

in e evening...we went 2 candy empire 2 buy kelvin his wine chocolate...tryin 2 find him e bez chocolate cuz im grateful 2 him dat he has done so much 4 me....

tanx once again...im still not done wit e fake storyboard...im gona do it NOW.................

haloooooooooooo....wow...its been a long tyme since i last blog...guess wat im bz wit...? im bz wit e damn flash stuff...i seriously duno how 2 do flash so i got sum1 2 help me...

he's kelvin...MRC student...he's been in ELDC b4 so i got his help...actualli,me & pebble were feeling down on monday or tuesday if im not wrong...we were lost & duno how 2 do flash...

even my tears are gone drop down....HELP....! i realli cannot do flash...im gona die...im searching 4 pic 2 be included in e flash but i cannot do flash...wat e hell is dat..?

so pebble called dis gerl called ai ling from ARDC...she was pebble's fren...so she came over & guide us in flash...i wana do masking 4 my 1st part but was unable 2....cuz i DUNO flash...!

she called her guy over...named kelvin from MRC...kelvin helped me wit my flash...duno how dis happen,he kept doin it 4 me...& i feel great....

so i planned 2 gather all e sources 2 my flash & ask him 2 help me in flash...guess he agreed...im soooooooo happy...kelvin & ai ling are soooooooooooo nice...willing 2 help me & pebble....

in e end,ai ling helped pebble while kelvin helped me...im so grateful 2 e both of them...u noe wat pebble said....

"hetti......we employ e couple package................."

correct...i agree...they are both so nice....they realli treat our project lyke their...tell u wat...my flash as well as pebble are both equally fantastic....thank u guyz....!

pebble is gona burn a cartoon disc 4 ai ling while im gona buy wine chocolate 4 kelvin...try my bez 2 source 4 e chocolate...realli muz find cuz im grateful dat he helped me in dis project...

its my 1st tyme...i've never done dis b4 in my education life....im a gone case in IT....an IT idiot... dats y im not an IT student... i tink i can be expelled from skool 4 not being able 2 pass any IT module....

but tanx 2 kelvin...im able 2 complete mine...tanx again kelvin....im happy now...now nid 2 source 4 music onli....oh yaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........still nid 2 do storyboard...dis is e troublesome part lol...

i got a total of six scene.....so muz realli explain in detail properly....im so happy.....cuz im almost done....

now waiting 4 e tyme 2 pass...gona accompany my guy 4 his physiotherapy lesson...he juz left his camp & gona mit me later....den after e lesson,he goin back into his camp...

miting him again on saturdae...den we gona have a helluva of tyme....im happy....2 things dat make me happy 2 dae is....

1. im almost done wit flash
2. gona mit my guy later

haha...i feel lyke laughing lyke hell....cuz im damn happy............gona rest 4 a while now & source 4 music at e same tyme.....

dis is me & wanqi...haha...dis pic was taken wen we are in i-bid...2 tink now den she upload...ahakz...

to tink i was like kinda chubby in bpos...haha...since crmcc1,i've been goin 2 e gym almost everyday wit joyce...

& i've succeeded...from 54kg to 53.4kg to 52.9kg & currently now 52.2kg...haha...im so happy & i cannot stop myself from goin 2 e gym...

if i dun go 4 a day or not doin any other activities,i'll feel heavy & guilty...haha...im crazy oredi...& i watch out 4 every single calories in food...im nuts...!

juz came back from playin badminton wit paul,joyce & sum other students...haha...from 1-2.30... its half an hour lol...damn long...never mind...since i dun go gym 2dae,i have other alternative...

juz msg my guy juz now...& i was msging him dis...

"wondering watcha doin ryte now...im done wit my badminton session...hope 2 hear from u in e nyte later...have a nice day ahead...luv u...*muackz...!*"

its 3.06 now...wonderin shud i go hme early or not 2dae...im hungry now but i refrain from eating...cuz juz finish exercise 4 now...

feel lyke watchin sum vcd now...but realli have no mood...i mean,after watchin 4 10 mins...i'll get bored oredi...haha...

my guy called me yesterday...& he has a surprise 4 me...guess wat...b4 he booked in into his camp...he was tellin me dat he was confined 4 2 weeks...

he called me yesterdae nyte & told me dat he'll b miting me in around 48 hours...yippppiiieee... hooray...im happy...very happy indeed..

so i'll be miting him dis friday after skool...im not goin 2 e gym...im goin 2 mit my switheart...hahaha....

;-(...im tired ok...tho i juz came back from e gym...as usual...did my 1.2km run round e stadium & den proceeded 2 e gym...haha...dats my routine almost everydae...

will b goin 4 project presentation after did...at 2 maybe...im lazy lol...presenting about REITS...u noe wats REITS...? its Real Estate Investment Trusts...haha...its bored...

i duno wat im doin...i juz got e details & paste it...plus editing at e same time...haha...my blog looks plain...wana put sum pic in...but duno wat pic 2 put...

while doin e powerpoint juz now...cum across fullerton hotel..REITS invest in hotels...so cum across fullerton...haha...

its a nice hotel...went in there b4...mind u,not e room...only e entrance lobby of it...im impressed by e layout...it was awesome...perfect...

i remember wen dis guy i dated wit wen i was in sec 4...he told me dat he wanted 2 marry me & wud hold e wedding at fullerton hotel...

wow...dats was.....

NUTS...!

i noe none of was he said was gona cum true...it was

CRAPS....!

i knew it...

nah...enuf of him...im goin 2 think realistically now...uhuh...suddenly i remember wat my guy said wen i accompany him 2 e hospital...

my guy was saying about how our life wud be after marriage...haha...sounds funny...marriage is not a play thing...u did wrong & ur gone oredi...

ok...back 2 dis...he was saying dat b4 he sign e ROM paper,he wants 2 see his favourite dish on e table 1st...all e dish muz be his favourite dish...

wow...im lyke...

WAT...?!

im only 19 now & i dun intend 2 learn more on marriage stuffs...mayb wen im 23 den i'll consider 2 learn...but i realli muz learn cuz every husband wud wana eat his own wife's cookin...

haha...i have 2 learn more from my mum den...i noe how 2 clean up my hse & stuffs but not cookin yet...still in e process mayb...

went 2 e gym wit gurseet & joyce...went at 11.30 & cum back at 1.30...cuz got presentation lol...have 2 b back punctually...im bored...im damn bored now...feel lyke going hme early 2dae...

im now gona blog about my guy...cuz i miz him so much now...its onli a day since we last saw each other & im lyke missing him lyke hell.....

here are e list y i love my guy....

1) he lykes 2 pamper me...buy me stuffs dat i want...but muz b affordable 2 him...

2) he's romantic...he wud write me love letters,send me romantic msgs & whisper swit 2 nothings 2 me...

3) he's not stingy...he wud reconsider my needs if he finds it hard 2 fulfil...

4) he's pampering me once again...every weekend wen we go out,he will let me plan e outing schedule...wat 2 eat,wer 2 go & stuffs...

5) he ever sacrifice 4 me...i was nearly bitten by a dog at my "v"...u noe...he came in front of me & shielded me...e dog nearly bit his "u noe..."

6) he's humorous...making me laugh 24 hr round e clock...hahahah...see...im laughing...

7) he ever took his day off after so many daes of absent from werk 2 accompany me 2 e hospital...i was chocked then...by a fish bone...he even pay for my medical expenses...

8) he's supporting me wit my monthly bus concession...it $52...k,tanx darling...

9) he talks sense sumtymes...i admit...he will knock sum sense into my head wen i did wrong...

10) he's a man full of craps....& I LOVE DAT....

feels lyke its been a long ytme since i last blog...haha...have been bz wit my things lately...reali seems bz tho i duno wat exactly im bz wit...

uhuh...i realli have alot 2 write 2dae...about how i spent my weekends...it was nice...wana noe wat it's all about...let log in & read 4 urself...

FRIDAY...

my supervisor was lyke oh my god...wanting thousands of reasons y am i taking my one day block leave...she was lyke wanting 2 tok 2 my mum so on so forth...

ok...im lazy of arguing over an issue lyke dis...so i decided 2 take an mc 4 e dae...i decided 2 go 4 my guy's passing of parade ceremony at maju camp in clementi...

woke up at 5am & went 2 fetch his younger brother at home & den met his parents at dover mrt station...wahaha...reached 8.25 there...

his mum & dad are patiently waiting 4 our arrival...we took e shuttle bus there which was provided...reached maju camp at 8.45...wow...damn early..e ceremony will only begin at 9.25...

ok...refreshment tyme...we were only given a packet of green tea & a small banana cake...pathetic...dats fine..i dun care about e food...i juz wana c my guy performing...

alot of programmes are planned for us...they showed us e combat trainin, parade form up & dismissal...e fun 1 was e juke cap part...

parents were asked 2 put e juke caps 4 their sons...his mum went over 2 put e cap 4 him...so i tag along...wow...im proud of my guy...he's my hero...

it was e day wen i feel dat my guy has reali done his parents proud...a somebody who's goin 2 serve e country in tymes 2 cum...

i made e ryte choice in attending e ceremony...i felt dat he's reali happy seeing his loved ones there 2 stand by him & watch him march off us...

e ceremony ended at 11.25...my guy went hme wit us...we went to serangoon, e tekka area 2 have lunch...i ate nasi padang,same as my guy...he label dat as field camp food..

i noe dat he's tired of eating rice all e tymes...haha..we den went hme 2gether after dat...wat a dae...my guy is in e 6th battalion singapore infantry regimen...wow...



in e noon,me & my guy went 2 e polyclinic 2 get an mc...i was damn angry & pissed off wit e doctor...wat bloody hell she is...

$9.40 for an excuse chit...

or shud i say...

EXCUSE SHITTTTTTT.................!

wateva...i dun care...as long i get 2 attend my guy's POP ceremony...muahahaha...he'll be confined for alomost a month starting from now...so sad...im all alone again now...

SATURDAY...

went out wit my guy...we are plannin 2 go bugis 2 have our lunch & den walk down e esplanade river in e evening...we end up e romantically...but things did not go dat way...

my guy went 2 e polyclinic in e mornin...went for his leg check up...e doctor was ridiculous...he said dat there is nytink wrong wit his leg...

we went out at 3 & straight away headed 4 e hospital...spend tyme calling e hospital 1st b4 dat...went 2 tan tock seng at last...wow...we spend 4 hrs in e hospital...haha...we ended up eating at e cafeteria there...

how was dat...?we went 2 e park nearby myself & spend e nyte talking...haha...wateva it is,im glad dat im able 2 spend e dae fruitfully wit him...

SUNDAY...

sit at hme 4 e whole dae...slept at 5am in e mornin...spend tyme talking 2 my guy on e phone...i woke up at 11 am in e mornin & he woke up at 4 in e noon...spend my dae reading my storybook & ironin my siblings uniform...haha...im bored...

backs 2 2dae's posting...well...as i said,my guy will only b booking out next 2 weeks on sunday...book out on sunday mornin & book in back by sunday nyte...im all alone again...

will b meetin him in e day at his hse...will b eating pizza...yeah,yeah...yippie...dadada........i juz kinda feel of bloggin another posting....

its 5.20 oredi...another 40 more mins 2 go hme...yeah,yeah...so hapy...pebble is bz wit her blogthings...been doin dat since dis mornin..

i watched mean gerls on e network juz now...haha..such a great tyme...seriously duno wat 2 do now...so i blog...actually i quite lazy 2 blo9g dis daes...duno y...

joyce is on mc 2dae...she's not feelin well 2dae...poor her..called her on e bus juz now...talkin 2 her about my block leave...called gurseet oso..pebble told me 2 sign in 4 her 1st..haha...but we reached 2gether...

my guy called me yesterdae nyte...b4 dat,i did leave him a msg dat i cnt make it 2 his POP ceremony cuz my supervisr seems 2 b interrogating me at all tymes...sooooo irritating lol...im totally pissed off..

an easier wae out...i decided 2 take mc...easier...planned 2 tell my mum wer i'll be goin...easy...its only a one dae block leave & she lyke 2 wat lol.....

haiyaaaa...my guy seems disappointed wen i told him dat i cnt make it to his parade...he was lyke...

"to tell u e truth,i really disappointed wit u not cumin 2 my parade...my frens was lyke askin who wil i b bringin on e dae of e parade...i proudly say dat my gerlfren & my parents are here 2 watch me..."i've prepared a nice,almost perfect march 4 e audience including u & u wont b cumin..."

im lyke sad hearin him saying dat...i felt i have let my loved one down...im very sad...i almost cried wen he said dat...;-(...

im sorry honey...4 not bein able 2 attend...but i've got a wae now..gettin an mc...hope 2 c him 2mrw...hope he'll b glad 2 see me attendin e ceremony & watchin him proudly march...

i guess u muz b slightly smiling now honey...i love ya honey...& now i cnt wait 4 2mrw 2 cum...im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy now.....