Monday, July 31, 2006;
hye there...my weekends have been bz dis week...on saturdae,i sat down in front of my com & started doin gantt chart for my entrepreneurship project...seems ez but i spend 2 hours doin it...
wat e hell..den i sat down & finish all my tutorials 4 e week cuz i'll be goin 2 my guy's cuzin wedding on sundae...his mum invited me...so i accepted e invitation & went alone...
went out of my house at 3 oclock...plannin 2 go wit my bez fren but she cant make it...4 wateva reason which i am not so clear off....asked askiah,khai's bf along if his guy is oso goin...
but they are not goin 2...so i duno wat 2 do & decided 2 pluck up my courage & went alone...his mum was lyke saying dis on fri wen i went over 2 his house...
"later if dis sundae you are free,feel free 2 cum over 2 bai's kuzzin wedding..."
dats wat she says...so i went wit it since i had nutink 2 do & i wanted 2 noe his mum's family side...i oredi knew his dad's side...dats a complete set...
my god...my leg was lyke trembling wen he introduced me 2 his other aunties...my leg felt wobbly...its lyke jelly...jelly, u noe jelly....haha...
yeah...things went normal after dat...i had my guy & his bez buddy by my side...2gather wit his sis as well as his mum...his mum is nice 2 me...
hehe..i stand a chance ryte...??? haha...but it was a nice dae...his mum packed 4 me alot of rice home...& i appreciated it...tanx auntie....
now waitin 4 my guy 2 reply my msg...duno if he's staying late in camp or wat....feelin so tired now...stressed over my project....wadeva...
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3:41 AM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006;
our biz report is almost done...im quite relieved...e big burden is now entrepreneurship...oh my god...i hate dat module man...
it juz makes me lazy 2 start 2 start on doing my part...me & molli are in charged of all financial statements...i did tool accounting wen i was in secondary skool but im juz sux at dat now...
haiz...its so dread havin to 2 do enterpreneurship...i wish i cud drop dat module but i have 2 sumhow get over it...im so tired of entrepreneurship....
im so pressured now...im soooo stressed...
dat module is gonna kill me...its gona make me bonkers...im presenting on ED day...wow...more pressure i guess...
i feel lyke taking a break now...my guy is bz wit his NS stuffs...he's in camp most of e tyme...i last met him last fridae...dat was only 4 an hour...
i realli miz him so much lor...its been lyke a week oredi dat i never seen his face...wonder how his face looks lyke...haha...im jokin...how can i not remember sum1 so close 2 me...
i can even draw him in my dreams...duno if im mitin him dis evening or not...lets pray hard dat he's reali cumin back 2dae...
i realli hope...cuz i realli miz him...i miz u dear...
ok...enuf of dat...im so tired now...shall take a nap after dis before i go 4 class....hahaha...
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9:40 PM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006;
im still very sleepy up till 2dae cuz of dat stupid general insurance presentation...but wat 2 do,my project has 2 still go on...
dis is wat they called poly life...bz wit projects all e tyme...especially in year 3...& im damn stressed...
reached skool at 11.40 juz now...intended 2 reach at 10.30 but my frens are still in bed so we met at a later tyme...i still can afford e tyme 2 eat my brekfast,watch tv and even chat wit my guy on e fon...
im waitin 4 my team mates 2 complete their part...im done wit mine...nid some editing onli but i can settle dat later...my fren is using my com now...
i heard dis malay actor and presenter, Hani Mohsin, from Malaysia had passed away...life is realli unpredictable...Ishak Ahmad, a comedian in Singapore passed away sumwer around e last few weeks...
lyke i said...life is realli unpredictable...so better cherish ur loved ones b4 they r gone...to all ppl dat noe me out there, i realli love u guyz soooo much...especially 2 my family & peeps dat r near me....
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11:46 PM
The Pics of My Favourite Artiste
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12:11 AM
Monday, July 24, 2006;
i've been feelin stressed all this while...im stressed about my skool...2 b precise is PROJECTS...it seems dat i cannot take it animore...im turning bonkers...
im supposed 2 do project now but me & molli r bz bloggin...we are de-stressing now...yeah...we are totaly stressed out...i lack of sleep all tanx 2 dat general insurance tutor...
ok..enuf about project...now lets talk about my life...well everything was smooth in my life...except 4 some misundersatndings dat im facing ryte now wit my guy...
i duno lah...but it juz seems...seriously i realli duno how 2 explain my feelings...sumtimes i feel as if im lyke a useless person...
he's away for an exercise in his camp...he'll be back on friday...duno if we'll b mitin on dat dae...i duno...it juz seems complex...
i never intended 2 begin any fights wit him but i juz felt dat his frens r never on par wit me...its whether i cannot get along wit them or its juz then who cannot get along wit me...
its lyke weneva i have any misundersatndings wit him,e problem wil alwaes b stucked im my mind...
& its so difficult 2 please him wen he's in a bad mood...im juz confused...i wish 2 vanish into thin air & never 2 face any problems in my life...
e pain 2 face problems are e most painful...i felt lyke ranting my heart but i duno wer 2 begin...let dis all b in my heart...
but e fact is dat...i seriously duno....
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11:17 PM
im so tired 2dae...im very,very,very,very tired...u noe y...??? it's all bcuz of ystrdae...haiz...dat sum1 make me very angry...
here's e story...i had my general insurance project presentation yesterdae...e presentation began at 8pm...b4 dat,we had general insurance lecture...e lecturer came in late...she came in at 7.20...
& she ended e lecture at 8.10...our damn presentation stated at 8.30 when the tutor had some 'speech' b4 she began...i was damn
pissed off...
e 1st group 2 present was my group...we did on event cancellation & fidelity insurance...she likes 2 interrupt in between our presentation & complains on petty stuffs...
i began 2 show my dislike & stuck up face..our group stood in front of e clas 4 lyke 30 mins...wat e f***...!!!!
e whole presenation ended at 10.30...it was already so damn late...i was lyke running 2 e bus stop...im afraid dat my mum wont open e door 4 me...
luckily she opened e door 4 me...i was very damn pissed off wit dat tutor...she tinks its 10am in e mornin izit???
she noes dat we r goin 2 end e presentation late, yet she stills interrupt & ask a lot of stupid questions...
only god noes how angry & pissed off i was...i felt lyke leaving e class...its true wat they say about teachers....
who are e creatures on earth dat will talk & talk & talk wen nobody give a damn about wat they are mumbling..???
haha...they are ryte....its THEM...
juz 2 vent out my anger...im very angry wit how she conducted e class yesterday...not only she wasted tyme but she is also not totful about our safety of goin hme late at nyte....
especially students lyke me who stayed very far from home...ASSHOLE...!!!!!
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10:56 PM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006;
Fort Minor Where'd You Go LyricsWhere'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
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8:02 PM
Monday, July 17, 2006;
hye peeps...im in e lab ryte now doin my research wit my frens..next class will b at 8pm...its still an hour from now...
intend 2 do enterpreneurship research & study for financial plan on wed...i hate dis financial plan thinggy...its lyke so troublesome....SSSSOOOO....
my uncle is gettin married dis sundae...congrats 2 him...actualli i reali have nutink 2 blog 2dae... so bye peepsss....
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3:58 AM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006;
its nearly 7 & im still stucked in skool doin my investment project...im strugglin 2 finish up e project..tho i noe its very impossible...looks lyke i still have 2 stay back 2mrw after skool again...
im stressed now...im oredi in year 3, so im prepared 2 face all the projects dats gona occupy me...
my brains r dead now...they r not even functionin...im mitin my guy later 2 de-stress later...
molli & kristy r printin their stuffs now...im alone here...i shall leave at around 7.30 lyke dat...my goodness...i still have alot of projects 2 submit...my goodness again..
1. effective business report writing
2. entrepreneurship
3. investment
4. general insurance
im gona turn bonkers oredi...entrepreneurship is a killer module altho it does not have any exams...the ICAs r oredi a killer 4 me & my other group mates...
im strugglin on investment ryte now...mext week will be on the biz writing...2mrw onwards will be all dae entrepreneurship...looks lyke i realli have 2 juggle my stuffs...
im very tired of projects...im dead beat on it...i cannot take e stress...but i'll do anitink 2 graduate...my eyes are lyke stoning now...y is poly life lyke dis...????
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3:59 AM
Monday, July 10, 2006;
oh yah...molli did borrow me a couple of DVD 2 watch...i had a great tyme watchin it over e weekends wit my bez fren & her guy...we watched it at my hse...haha...
DVD dat we watched:
AquaMarine
Just My Luck
& oso RV and Date movie...wow...such a great weekend tho i am a test on e upcumin mondae...but i've got all prepared...!!!
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11:28 PM
hye...im in e lab ryte now waitin 4 investment module 2 start...my tutor is on her wae mayb...huh...im so tired 2dae...started skool at 10 juz now....
my guy suprised me gud news 2dae...he's not gona b confined till fridae...he can cum back on tues dat is 2mrw...wow...dats great...but i can onli c him on wed...
i got an interview wit a client dis afternun..goin wit all my team mates...im lyke so tired yet have 2 go 4 e interview...but wat 2 do...
molli is viewin blog skins now...she wants a nice blog lyke me..hahhaaa....
cannot wait 2 my guy on dis wed...hopefully there isnt any plans in skool on wed...will be fetchin him in e evenin at clementi...
doin project in e noon...im oredi on gud terms wit him...we had a talk about our problems & managed 2 sort stuffs out...=)...
well...i gtg...sandra's here...
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11:09 PM
Wednesday, July 05, 2006;
im not up 4 any updating ryte now..im juz gona post all my pics dat my dear fren has done 4 me...she's called MOLLI THE GREAT....U-grade...great huh...? i shall not talk alot 2dae....
im in my room ryte now...juz came back from skool actualli..im tired but my face doesnt look lyke im tired huh???
dis pic was taken in e toilet...on e wae 2 gym wit joyce & gurseet...hehe...tak senonoh kan??
during hari raya...my whole family is lyke a walkin forest...!! haha,but it was fun tho...
dis pic is quite small tho...
hahaha...dats it...im tired of uploadin my pics even tho i still have alot of pics 2 upload...my tutor is teachin ryte now & im bloggin here...
lazy 2 listen..still have 2 do project after dis...im dead tired...
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11:17 PM